WHERE IS MY MIND?

My mind is in the sky, flying with the birds across the clouds.

that´s what i really wanted?
is there where i wanted to be?
i really thought that it will makes me happy but, now i´m here and i feel sad, without hope or feelings (positive feelings)

am i crying or is just the rain?

i need to feel the freedom and in this moment the sky is my jail and the wid gived to me new wishes to run away...